I really wanted to write this article. For you. To tell you how fool and how sorry I am. I was so selfish. I forgot what a wonderful person you are, I'm so stupid. My behaviour is unforgivable. Yes, I'm talking about last year. It was harmful to realise I was nothing to them, I was used to think I was as important to them as they were to me. Mistake! But this betrayal made me blind. I have no excuse Marion. I'm so sorry. I was only worried about me without realising you suffered because of that situation. I'd never thought of you. I'd never realised it was difficult for you as well. I played with your feelings instead of enjoying our friendship which was real, and perfect. You've always been there for me and I forgot it. Blinded by this fxcking anger. As the song says, it's probably "too late to apologise" but I don't care. I'll wait, maybe until the end, but I'll wait, cause you do worth it. It's unfair to let people think I'm the victim while I'm fully guilty. I can't find the right words to show you how much I'm sorry. I really thought of it this summer. I realised how nice what you've done was. So I wanna thank you. Thank you for that, for these years of happiness, for your arms when I cried, for these frenzies and I wanna thank you for your calm and resignation when I was worse than a pain! I took too much time to be aware you were one of my more faithful friend. Marion, I'm sorry.