"If I murdered someone, she's the person I'd call to help me drag the corpse across the living room floor. She's my person."
Whatever I may write won't be sufficient to tell you how important you are to me. You know, that's crazy and everytime I'm thinking about it, the only words which come are "why me?" But I don't care why, I prefer enjoying every of these moments with you. I don't know why, I don't really know how, I don't know when it happens. But what I know is that you're my best friend, not only someone who is wonderful, awesome and fun but the kind of friend you can see in american TV series. The kind of person ready to do anything to help you when you get in trouble, the kind of best friend ready to hide a corpse when you have murdered and that without asking any question because she trusts in you whatever you can do. I was used to believe that was a dream and I was ok with this idea. But then, I met this girl. Believe me, she's the most wonderful person I have ever met in my whole life. I don't know if I really deserve her, but what I know is that thanks to her, my fears are gone, my scars disappear, my laugh is stronger, my smile is brighter, my eyes are widely open to enjoy every single moment life gives me. Since nine years, when something happens in my life, I know she is about to be there to share the excitement or the happiness I feel deep inside of me that makes me quite blow up. When there was blood on my hand, she was here to hide my secret so that nobody had never known neither why I have done such a stupid thing, nor the pain I felt at this moment, my plagues burning everytime I touched something. When there were tears on my cheek, she was there to dry them, and suddenly, a smile appeared on my face and dark clouds turned into a sheltering sun ray. And now, when I'm frozen by fear, she's here and she trusts in me for two, as as far as I'm concerned, I'm unable to believe in me, to believe I can succeed. That's strange but quite logical in a sense. Cristina is nothing without Meredith. She pretends she is but she isn't. And Bonnie never hid the fact she was nothing without her Clyde. And I'm Cristina Yang, I'm Bonnie Parker, a simple woman turning into quite a superheroin as soon as she is with Meredith Grey or Clyde Barrow. Her name is Jennifer, and she's everything for me, the girl changing a stupid day into a wonderful moment. She's not mine as she's free and that's what I like in her. Meredith...I love you <3